3 Good Things and Hitting The Wall
Sep. 19th, 2015 10:07 pmYesterday I
1. got to swap clothes at Captain Ashley and Johnny's brunch, and
2. got to spend the day with![[profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
otatma, and there was kissing and snuggling and much rejoicing! Then was bought both lunch and dinner out. Possibly having to do with the fact that I
3. got to work on K-'s arms and a bit of her shoulders andotatma's shoulders and neck. Yay, I got to touch people! :)
5 beliefs/thoughts you experience when facing your wall & consequences of those beliefs:
Hitting the wall for me right now is the move. Humans generally are not good at keeping track of that many things. So I have have been making lists of the stuff I know will get forgotten about and get to it when I have the spoons.
I don't have the energy that I used to to deal with them. So I wait for your other people to deal with it and they have shown few signs of doing so. And now that I've said this I'm worried that they're using my got no spoons disabled ass to set the pace for what they should be accomplishing. Oh man. I hope not.
I am overwhelmed. So I avoid working on it, leaving it overwhelming. Until I jump back on it.
... those are all the feelings I have on the subject really. Just because it's hard doesn't mean it's complex.
1. got to swap clothes at Captain Ashley and Johnny's brunch, and
2. got to spend the day with
otatma, and there was kissing and snuggling and much rejoicing! Then was bought both lunch and dinner out. Possibly having to do with the fact that I3. got to work on K-'s arms and a bit of her shoulders and
otatma's shoulders and neck. Yay, I got to touch people! :) 5 beliefs/thoughts you experience when facing your wall & consequences of those beliefs:
Hitting the wall for me right now is the move. Humans generally are not good at keeping track of that many things. So I have have been making lists of the stuff I know will get forgotten about and get to it when I have the spoons.
I don't have the energy that I used to to deal with them. So I wait for your other people to deal with it and they have shown few signs of doing so. And now that I've said this I'm worried that they're using my got no spoons disabled ass to set the pace for what they should be accomplishing. Oh man. I hope not.
I am overwhelmed. So I avoid working on it, leaving it overwhelming. Until I jump back on it.
... those are all the feelings I have on the subject really. Just because it's hard doesn't mean it's complex.